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Story Time

So we were at his locker today

And he goes “I gotta ask ya a question” or something along those lines..

I lean in to hear and his says in my ear: “Will you be my girlfriend again?” 

I just looked at him and replied “yeah” but i don’t think any words came out omg

And he kissed me. Twice.

And said “Im so happy right now”

He kissed me twice more at the end of the day.

10.25.12

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“I’m trying really hard to make my life special.” -Dan

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And then on October 18th, 2012, he kissed me on the cheek

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And on October 17th, 2012, he told me he loved me.

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What are you doing

I told him how much I miss him and it seems that he misses me too but he also misses  his other “ex-girlfriend” so waaah

I hate that he puts me in the same category as them. I was the only real girlfriend. I don’t care how he sees it. What he had with them was merely infatuation. We had love.

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I’m Sorry

I’ve never felt this helpless. I wish I knew what I could do or say but everything that comes out of my mouth makes it worse. He’s such a precious kid and I wish he realized how much I cared, not that it would make much of a difference anyway. 

I can only pray that he finds his way out. He doesn’t deserve what he’s going through. 

Please God help this boy find himself again. 

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I like that you make me feel worthless. Its great, really. No big deal.

  • i like how he pushes my buttons until i actually get mad at him and then he turns it around and tells me that i need to lighten up
  • i like how he makes me feel like absolute crap just because i actually have respect for myself
  • i like how im the one who always ends up apologizing
  • i like how ive turned into a complete idiot for a complete asshole

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MEH

we had a nice conversation yesterday..

but he said he would “txt me later”

i got no text from him today =/

i hate being one of those girls who over-analyze everything

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OMG

LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO THIS IS SO FUNNY

HE AND HIS GF BROKE UP 

LAWLS

DAS RIGHT

I’M SO MEAN I SHOULDNT BE LAUGHING THIS HARD

I DROPPED MY IPOD IN WATER

AND IT STILL WORKS LOLOLOLOLOL

WHAT IS AIR

is this real life right now

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Maybe I wasn’t meant to blog..

I CAN’T STAY LOYAL TO BLOGGING WAAAH.

SUMMER HAS BEGUN. OMG.

Preparing for the worst summer of my life.. woohoo

Someone save me.

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Feeling so fly. 6/6/12

Amanda, don’t do it.

Let him be happy.

You’re perfectly fine without him :)

Just wait, the next one will be there soon.

Until then, love your life.

You’re only a teenager once.

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